Spring Break

Yay for spring break! I cant wait to just sit around lying in my backyard in the sun, and relaxing. I love the fact that I have a week with no class, and no reatrded people around! I am sick of having all these stupid people around! I must escape the insanity!

Hola!

Hola, yo hablo espanol bueno! Yo tengo la clase de espanol y yo saber hablar espanol! That is so cool huh? I am learning a semi valuable language! I love my spanish class, I am learning so much, and it is great to know how to say some stuff. Another good reason too would be that mi profesor de espanol es muy guapo! HEHE! It was so wierd, in my class my professor doesnt speak anything but spanish most of the time, but the other day I was listening, and totally forgot he was speaking spanish, I UNDERSTOOD IT ALL! It was almost like I was listening to someone speaking english, I was amazed. Arent you all impressed?

Toms

Ok, so I have now decided that all guys named Tom, Thomas, or anything like that are STUPID, RUDE, ARROGANT, etc... I think it is the name that makes these guys like that. I dont think I have met a decent one... anyways...

Fraternities

Ok, obviously since I am in a sorority, I hang out with a lot of fraternity boys. It is fun at times, but some of them are complete morons! It is very fun to just sit and watch the boys be boys when they are drunk, and they are so stupid! Well anyways, I was just wondering what fraternities there are at other schools, considering I had a short conversation with Laura about it. I know at UNM there are not very many. We have Sigma Alpha Epsilon, Phi Gamma Delta, Sigma Phi Epsilon, Phi Delta Theta, Pi Kappa Alpha, Kappa Sigma, Lambda Chi Alpha, Lambda Theta Phi, Omega Delta Phi, and Kappa Alpha order. I know that especially the schools on the east coast have way more, exclusive fraternities, and the have a lot of them too. I also think that that is funny that Laura said that SAE at Dartmuth is very upstanding, with champagne parties, considering the SAE s here, are like the complete oppisite! Some of them even have rape charges against them! There really isnt a fraternity here that is nice, or neat or clean, or anything like that!

Staying out late

ok, so staying out is not cool. I stayed out until 3:30 on thursday night, and again until 3 on friday. I had to wake up early, and it sucked!! So I got like a total of 10 hours of sleep those nights! On Saturday night, I was so tired that I just crashed at like 10, and didnt wake up until 10:30 the next morning it was nice. Ok, now I bet you are all wondering what the hell I was doing until 3:30 in the morning? I was over at Sigma Phi Epsilon with this cute guy, and all of them were drunk, and it was really funny to watch them with my friend Cathie. They were acting like morons!! Anyways, we were just there hanging out and playing pool until 3:30, and I didnt have a chance to do anything with the cute guy Tom, :(. BUT... then the next night, Cathie and I went over to Sig Ep again, and it was fun, because there was actually a party there this time, we were dancing, and laughing, and it was all great. Well around 2 ish, Tom starts chatting with me, and we end up in his room. Well here we are making out and the cops come, and the president barges in on us because Tom's music is so loud. He just told him to turn it off and then he left. Well then we start making out again, and all that stuff. Did I mention how trashed he was? Well, he was VERY trashed. Well we are just chilling, lying on his bed, when all of a sudden, he blurts out "I am going to throw up." He gets up and runs confusedly out of the room, and apparently thinks it would be cooler to puke over the balcony then in the bathroom. I didnt get it, but whatever floats his boat... Well I waited for about 5 minutes when Jimmie walks in and says he is really sick, and asked me if I wanted him to walk me home (Jimmie is a sweetheart). So I go home, and dont even say bye to Tom, and that was the end of that. I texted him to feel better, then I went to bed. Yeah, so staying out late isnt very grand sometimes, but its ok, because I had a blast!!

Friends and Family

Ever since I have been in Albuquerque, it seems like I am becoming distant from my friends and family. It is wierd. I grew up around all the same people, and was perfectly content. I am now in a new environment with totally different people, and I hardly ever see my old friends and family. Don't get me wrong, things are going just fine up here, but I no longer call the best friend I used to as soon as something happens, and I dont find out things like I used to. Apparently I am a bridesmaid in my brother's wedding, but I didn't even know. So many things go on, and I feel like I am on another planet! I have a whole new life up here with new friends, and new "family" but it is not the same. I guess it had to come sooner or later, but since this is the first time I have moved away (obviously) it makes it kind of hard. When I decided to move up here for school I knew that I would be away from everyone and everything that I loved, but I didnt know it would hit me like this. I now have new people and things to love, but they will never take the place of all the things I left behind. There will ALWAYS be a special place in my heart for everyone and everything that I once loved, and do still love from good old Las Cruces!

Myself

I dont know hy I think this, but I dont like being by myself. Russell and I were together for so long that I dont know what to do with myself. I always have to have a boy toy or something. I would like a meaningful relationship, but it seems very hard to find...oh well, if its not meant to be, then its not meant to be!